Anyways, yesterday's posts were extremely confusing and angry-sounding. I had a really tough day today just processing everything, especially since I literally have only slept 20 minutes in the last two days. I am so appreciative of my friends and their love. And I couldn't have made it through today without some hardcore prayer.
I also found out that Suzanne (the person in HR at Herberger's) will not approve my availability change for when I move into Equinox. I would have to change it because of the bus system. Therefore, I will either have to take a not-so-ideal bus route late at night on my own or find another job. I am very grateful that I started filling out applications a week ago and I have already had one interview for a position as a dispensary secretary! It sounds like it would be a great job: stable and providing a foot in the door to the medical field. I'm praying that everything works out.
Most of all, I am trying my absolute hardest to give everything to God. I have to stop stressing so much about things that I can't control.
One of those things is my parents. Since I've been home, things have actually been going pretty well. That is, until I mentioned moving out. Now that I am preparing to do so, both of them have been extremely crabby and hard to deal with. One moment they will be joking and the next, yelling at me for being stupid and thinking that I can support myself. It's become very hard to live here. I am definitely ready to move out and to do whatever it takes to stay out.
Well, that's about it for my life right now. Stress galore. Trying to give it away. I'll be okay, though. I always have been and I always will be.
A funny photo I found the other day:
Steven SEA GULL! :D
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