It doesn't seem so long ago that I looked at you from here.

I've found myself being incredibly nostalgic these last few days.  It was over a year ago that we met and I still think about him every day.  I don't know why and I can't help it.  I have this crazy idea that I know will never work, but that doesn't mean I'll ever stop wishing for it.

Anyways, I'm being really freaking annoying.  I'm even annoying myself, haha.  I applied for a job last night at Cub.  While it is definitely not the ideal situation, it would be super convenient to work literally right across the street from my job.  Today I got a call!  I had a phone interview and I have a face-to-face interview on Thursday.  It sounds like I'm pretty much hired.  It'll be overnight stocking in the dairy and frozen section. I refuse to be embarrassed that I'm about to be working at a grocery store, since right now I have to do what I have to do in order to get out of this house.  During my interview, they said they wanted me to be able to start right away, so even if I start next week, I'll have double income for the month (and, surprisingly, they are offering me almost the same as Herberger's, plus they said the salary was negotiable, and, believe me, I will negotiate so I'm not making any less!), plus I'll be working at the State Fair at the end of August.  The job is apparently 15 to 30 hours per week and at the end of the year, I'll be eligible for benefits, which I will need once I move out!  Finally, since I could walk to work, I would be cutting out any daily transportation costs.  And I could get another job during the day around Silver Lake Village and work both, since Cub would be strictly overnight.

Alright, I'm done rambling about that.  I'm watching High Fidelity and I've never seen it before.  It is definitely not what I thought it was going to be!  I thought I was going to hate it, haha.  Although, it did end with a "too-good-to-be-true" happy ending, just like Garden State.  GS is a GREAT movie until the end, because in real life HE WOULD LEAVE HER AT THE AIRPORT.

I took a nap today until 9 at night.  I am doomed to no sleep until really late at night now.  Balls.  I should really begin hardcore going through my stuff and deciding what I'm going to take with me and start packing, since now if I really do get this other job, I'll be quite busy and I'm sure more tired than I usually am.  I might start that tonight.  I should really throw away the oatmeal that's been in my food bin since GAC, haha.  It might still be good!!  :D

I'm currently wishing somebody else was over here, just to help me pass the time.  Maybe my bee row will come down and chill with me.  It's hard convincing him to get out of bed sometimes, though.  Killzone marathon, anyone??  Because I don't have COD and that is SAD.