Thursday, January 21, 2010

Sleep? Nah.


Today I was shocked by how easy it was to get through the day. I feel as if a weight as been lifted. I haven't slept in two days and I have a million things to do and maybe I should be worried about everything, but I'm completely at ease. It's weird. I don't know why, but I just have this feeling that everything is going to work out. I don't think this is me being naive. Rather, maybe it's me simply learning how to really trust myself. For so long, I've relied on others to get me through the day. They were strong for me. Today I was strong for myself. It feels good. It feels really good.

So yeah, I haven't slept yet. I don't really even feel that tired. I feel so alive.

On other notes, today was wonderful. I had coffee this morning (MUCH needed) and I trekked through all my back-to-back classes. My music quiz was postponed, thank goodness, as I am not ready for that at all. In fact, I plan on going to sleep after finishing this note and my calc homework for Friday and then waking up at 7:30 to start studying some more for that. Speech is going to be about the easiest class of my life. It's a birdie, definitely. We're doing about 1/3 of the speeches that we had to do in the college speech class I took in high school. I've got this one in the bag. Choir was awesome, as I will always expect it to be.

I also FINALLY had time to stop by the post office and not only did I get Disney Trivia in the mail (which I prompted played with Caitlin and won... twice. Yes, I *am* proud of this!!), but my momma also sent me some milk tea! What a wonderful mother I have. I also got to say hey to my little bro, who showed me all his yo-yo tricks. They was riveting (not). And I talked to Anna who is now safely back in warm, yet apparently flooding, California. I miss that girl :)

Anyways, I should really get back to homework... Blah. Sorry if this writing was horrible, haha. It's what can happen when a person gets no sleep. :)

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